✿═══════════════✿ River flowing Part Twelve http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2021/05/blog-post_21.html ✿═══════════════✿ mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74ss The days are rough and the Mala and Maulidum Burda every morning made me sleepy and my days long and gave me the strength to live through any pain. Now, hunger and beatings make my body hardSo there is no difficulty in anything. My head and hands were empty, maybe because the elder felt the house and household affairs were too much of a responsibility. I left the house and went to my house. Days have made me a mother of two girls. Father of a thousand pains. Every now and then the children's father would come and go for a day, sometimes he would give anything. It became less and less frequent. Then someone told me that another girl was married. Like being completely exhausted for a momentI felt like, even though everyone said no, I endured everything for the sake of my children, but still I felt like I was losing.... While giving milk to the little baby, in the middle of the night, without anyone listening, she cried and cried and a single tear fell on my baby's face, she stopped drinking and looked at me. I burst into tears. She fell asleep looking at me in poor restraint. I also drifted off to sleep with endless thoughts. Brother'sEveryone is happy in the wedding rush. Every time I was busy with my work, my mind was flying like a kite without sleeping anywhere. In spite of the rush, he was with everyone. His talk at the wedding was talking about the glory of the woman he tied and blaming me. Some molyare moll and strong drinker are going to be pushed around here. Some people were upset and told me to get out of there. I was totally scaredI was so afraid that this good day would turn into a waste. Somehow, he caught his leg and said, "This can go away." He also hit it and asked, "Are you just talking to me?" I couldn't say anything and fell on that leg and cried. Then they got up and left without saying a word. to be continued. ✍️Mihras Koduvally