✿═══════════════✿ Winged wings Part : Four http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/07/blog-post.html ✿═══════════════✿ http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs That sparkle in their eyes and five hours of dua is enough for me to live on. Experiences and certain actions sometimes turn a man into a broken vessel...leavesI will be like fallen branches... but... I don't want to be... I just need to be a person who has learned from experiences, who falls and breaks his leg and bleeds and doesn't care about it and gets up again. Even if the leaves fall, it is enough to look after the leaves that are about to sprout with patience and become branches that caress the new leaves. No other thoughts bother me now. Pain free days. Even at home, when school is over, the old glory of play and laughter has returned.. I don't know if I can be a good daughter but I will do my best. When I woke up this morning and finished the kitchen work with Oomman, drank tea and went to school with the bowl of chot and said Salam, I felt a sense of happiness inside... and a sense of guilt. "Hey,… hey... I didn't hear the call from behind because it was a thoughtful walk... "Kulsu of... Laughing and jumping forwardRashikan's face completely covered my thoughts... "What are you doing girl, this is nothing in this world. He couldn't say anything other than a smile. "That's Rashika... Rashika is my grandfather's mon. Always joking, playing and laughing, Rashikan is awesome for everyone. I see you after some time. The elder was in Malaysia for some time and then in Thailand. I was not there when I came. We have been together for about four and a half yearsAfter seeing... We walked slowly telling each other stories. Suddenly, when Rashika told me about my wedding... my answer seemed to be lost, I didn't know what to say back. Even if it was not in the country, everyone would have heard everything... After walking and reaching school, I quickly said goodbye and walked... I didn't feel like looking back. Just because I don't want anyone to see my wet eyes... Without knowledge, each will be done... despite having the intelligence to thinkAfter seeing everything as a joke and ruining my life... now knowing everything, who will accept me... the one who went with a foreigner because it wasn't enough... oh... just thinking about it, I feel like the earth will split and go down in this position... oh... what am I? What happened to me... After days of forgetting everything, I feel as if a column of fire surrounds me with a question of Rashikan... No matter how much water I drink, my thirst is not quenched. Today is the dayThis is enough for the whole. Today in class and school I ran around like a dead body and did my homework. As if I couldn't look at Umman's face as he smiled in the morning even when I got home, I said Salaam without looking at his face and went inside... I entered the room without looking anywhere and closed the door. Lay straight on the bed. "Honey, honey Umm is knocking on the door because of lying down. "I haven't seen Molly, I've been waiting for Molly for the same amount of time...Is there anything that moles... I quickly put my thoughts aside and opened the door. "Umm, you have to fight... Suddenly, I got into some thought and closed the door without remembering. "It's okay dear, it's not usual. Umma thought that something was wrong with you... Alhamdulillah. Peace be upon you. Suddenly I noticed that Rashikan was sitting on the chair laughing at me. Allah.. he will see me come up and see what he will think.. look at my faceTom said quickly. "Ah, it's been a while since Grandma and Rashi came.. I was also watching Mole coming. Everyone sat and talked for a while. Then they left. Umma and I were going to drink tea telling each story. "Moll, they came with a plan. After asking Mol, I said not to say anything. I looked at my mother without understanding anything. Molly has been a big thing for Rashi since childhood, and even now knowing everything, that love has not diminished.Grandmother also has no objection. Both of them came to ask. Many thoughts flashed inside. Our childhood. Play and laugh. Rashika has never felt like this. And the nature of Rashikan is something different, no one can understand what is inside such an elder. Dad also said he liked it a lot. "Umm... All that happened was my lack of knowledge. My mum and uncle liked itI like it too. Because you will not give me anything that is not good for me. Without thinking anything more, I replied to Umm. The joy on Umman's face when I heard that filled my heart. to be continued ✍🏻mihras koduvally ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ ISHQE-MADEENA ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾