" Shani... I'm a big sinner Shani... can you please forgive me... I can't... I can't... this is eating away at me... I'm starting to hate myself. I feel like hitting my head on that wall... if I jump off this building... I can't stand her. Can't see her. I narrated the story of having to give my own son to someone else in front of him who kept asking questions as if he didn't understand anything... It was my helplessness.was the condition. But! I have never laughed knowingly since. did not sleep I'm afraid to even look into Kulsu's eyes... what a mistake I made... . . . I was sobbing with no one to support me and he held me as a miracle, not knowing what to say. I held him and cried. As if waking up from some other thought, I hit him and ran out of the room and nowhere He is calling me and coming back. But! I don't want to hear that... I want to go somewhere not here I want to see my mon I want him back to Kulsu. Where did he go... I ran and walked without knowing where the destination was... He ran and grabbed me from behind and held me down. "What is this Rashi, let's think and make a way. I am not with you... "Nick Vaiya Shani... I want to see him... of a childI moaned and cried in front of him with ease...and ran like a madman for my son... to be continued ✍🏻mihras koduvally

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